assorted chocolates

I will never let you devour all my sweetness. Making me become that horrible bitter chocolate everyone loves to hate, doesn't want to bite into.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

SO DAMN HAPPY!!!!

FOR ONCE I'M CONTENT AND TRULY HAPPY WITH SOME ONE. WE HAVE THIS VERY HONEST RELATIONSHIP. WE'RE BESTFRIENDS AND SOULMATES. I NEVER GAVE UP ON LOVE. IT CAME TO MY DOOR WHEN I WASN'T LOOKING FOR IT. I WAS WILLING TO LET IT RIGHT IN. I HAVE NO REGRETS AND IT WILL WORK OUT SO THERE IS NO ROOM FOR REGRETS.

JUST AS SOON AS I'M READY TO LOSE HOPE
I MEET THIS FINE, SINCERE MAN WHO IS DOPE.

IT'S LIKE HE SAYS ALL THE RIGHT WORDS
THE MOST SINCEREST, AND BELIEVABLE WORDS I EVER HEARD.

OUT OF ALL THE MALES THAT HAVE CAME MY WAY
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE A HAPPY BEAUTIFUL DAY LIKE TODAY.

WHEN I'M WITH HIM I FEEL AT EASE
HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, REGARDLESS IF I'M HERE OR OVERSEAS.

I'M GOING TO LET MY FEELINGS FLOW
THINGS MAY GO FAST OR SLOW.

SINCE I DON' T HAVE ANY PRECONCEIVED NOTIONS ABOUT HIM BEING THE WRONG MAN FOR ME
I'M GOING TO FOLLOW MY HEART AND LET THINGS BE.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

MOTHER'S DAY!!!

I MUST SAY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL YOU MOTHER'S. I'M NOT SO THRILLED ABOUT THE DAY. I WONDER IS IT BECAUSE I'M NOT A MOTHER? I DID NOTHING TODAY. I SLEPT THE DAY AWAY. I DID SOME EXERCISING TO RELAX MY MIND. THAT DID NOT WORK. I'LL BE GLAD WHEN TODAY IS OVER WITH.

I WON'T REALLY COMPLAIN BECAUSE I'M STILL LIVING AND HAVE MY HEALTH. NOW I MUST START GETTING READY FOR WORK TONIGHT. THE ONLY THING IS MY CAR IS ACTING UP. NOW I MUST TRY TO GET A RIDE FROM SOMEONE. I HATE ASKING OTHERS FOR STUFF. I KNOW THE SAYING EVERYONE NEEDS SOMEONE SOMETIME. I TRY NOT TO NEED ANY ONE. I DO MAKE MYSELF AVAILABLE TO OTHERS. I DO THAT BECAUSE, IF I TELL YOU I'M GOING TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU I DO. I DON'T GO AND GOSSIP ABOUT IT TO OTHERS. I DON'T TRUST OTHERS TO NEED THEM. I'VE BEEN LET DOWN BY OTHERS THROUGHOUT MY LIFE. I'VE HAD OTHERS TELL PEOPLE WHAT THEY'VE DONE FOR ME. THE UNFORTUNATE THING IS THESE WERE FAMILY MEMBERS. SO I TRY NOT TO ACT LIKE THAT. I GIVE 100% OF ME TO FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO. IT'S JUST THAT SOMETIMES IT GETS A LITTLE DISCOURAGING.

EVERYONE IN THE BLOG WORLD CONTINUE TO ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY AND I'LL GET AT YOU LATER.