MOFOS WHO SUPPOSE TO BE FRIENDS.......
NOT TOO LONG AGO THERE WAS A POST PUBLISHED ABOUT A FRIEND PUSHING HER FRIENDS AWAY. THIS WRITER WAS HAVING A HARD TIME BELIEVING HIS FRIEND COULD TREAT HIM THIS WAY. NOW THE TABLES HAS TURNED. HE'S DOING THE EXACT SAME THING BUT BEING VERY RUDE TO HIS FRIENDS. HE NEEDS TO OPEN HIS HYPOCRITICAL EYES AND LOOK DEEP INSIDE THE MIRROR OF HIS SOUL.
ON 20 APR 06 I CALL MY FRIEND AND I DON'T USE THE WORD SO LOOSELY. IT WAS HIS BIRTHDATE. I CALLED AND THE CONVERSATION WENT LIKE THIS " HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I KNOW YOU DON'T DO THE BIRTHDAY THING BUT ACCEPT IT." HIS REPLY " NAH I'LL HOLLA AT YOU LATER." INSTANTLY I HAD THE DIAL TONE. THIS NIGGA WAS REALLY MAD BECAUSE I THOUGHT ENOUGH OF HIS ASS THAT HE LIVED ANOTHER YEAR. THAT'S MY BIGGEST PET PEEVE. I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ADULTS HERE. ADULTS TALK ABOUT THINGS AND NOT HANG UP ON EACH OTHER. I MAY BE WRONG FOR WHAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. THAT WAS SOME REAL FAGGOT ASS BITCH SHIT TO DO TO A FRIEND. TO TOP THIS SHIT OFF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN IT, BUT YOU CELEBRATE IT TWO WEEKS PRIOR BY HAVING A CASINO NIGHT BIRTHDAY PARTY AND WAS KIND OF UPSET THAT YOU DIDN'T GET THE TURN OUT YOU EXPECTED. SOUNDS PRETTY HYPOCRITICAL TO ME. THEN TO TURN AROUND AND GET AN ATTITUDE WITH ME ( SUCK SOMETHING).
YOU ALL MAY THINK THAT I SHOULD BE BIGGER THAN THAT BUT HELL NO. YOU JUST CAN'T KEEP GOING THROUGH LIFE BEING QUIET ABOUT PEOPLE HURTING YOUR FEELINGS BECAUSE THEN THEY'LL DO IT AGAIN. HE WAS THE SAME PERSON WHO SAID SOMETHING ABOUT OUR FRIEND PUSHING HER FRIENDS AWAY AND HERE HE IS ACTING LIKE AN ASS. AIN'T NO LOVE LOST BUT I'M THROUGH. YOU ONLY HAVE ONE TIME TO HANG UP ON ME ESPECIALLY A FRIEND. I HOPE YOU JUST OPEN YOUR EYES AND LEARN TO HAVE PEACE WITH YOURSELF AND COME OUT. COME OUT AND DON'T BE AFRAID TO BE WHO YOU'VE BEEN FIGHTING TRYING TO HIDE ALL YOUR LIFE. I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND BE BLESSED WITH ALL YOUR ENDEAVORS. I JUST WON'T SUBJECT MYSELF TO YOUR VIEWS OF FRIENDSHIP. IT'S BEEN NICE KNOWING YOU.
NOT TOO LONG AGO THERE WAS A POST PUBLISHED ABOUT A FRIEND PUSHING HER FRIENDS AWAY. THIS WRITER WAS HAVING A HARD TIME BELIEVING HIS FRIEND COULD TREAT HIM THIS WAY. NOW THE TABLES HAS TURNED. HE'S DOING THE EXACT SAME THING BUT BEING VERY RUDE TO HIS FRIENDS. HE NEEDS TO OPEN HIS HYPOCRITICAL EYES AND LOOK DEEP INSIDE THE MIRROR OF HIS SOUL.
ON 20 APR 06 I CALL MY FRIEND AND I DON'T USE THE WORD SO LOOSELY. IT WAS HIS BIRTHDATE. I CALLED AND THE CONVERSATION WENT LIKE THIS " HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I KNOW YOU DON'T DO THE BIRTHDAY THING BUT ACCEPT IT." HIS REPLY " NAH I'LL HOLLA AT YOU LATER." INSTANTLY I HAD THE DIAL TONE. THIS NIGGA WAS REALLY MAD BECAUSE I THOUGHT ENOUGH OF HIS ASS THAT HE LIVED ANOTHER YEAR. THAT'S MY BIGGEST PET PEEVE. I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ADULTS HERE. ADULTS TALK ABOUT THINGS AND NOT HANG UP ON EACH OTHER. I MAY BE WRONG FOR WHAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. THAT WAS SOME REAL FAGGOT ASS BITCH SHIT TO DO TO A FRIEND. TO TOP THIS SHIT OFF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN IT, BUT YOU CELEBRATE IT TWO WEEKS PRIOR BY HAVING A CASINO NIGHT BIRTHDAY PARTY AND WAS KIND OF UPSET THAT YOU DIDN'T GET THE TURN OUT YOU EXPECTED. SOUNDS PRETTY HYPOCRITICAL TO ME. THEN TO TURN AROUND AND GET AN ATTITUDE WITH ME ( SUCK SOMETHING).
YOU ALL MAY THINK THAT I SHOULD BE BIGGER THAN THAT BUT HELL NO. YOU JUST CAN'T KEEP GOING THROUGH LIFE BEING QUIET ABOUT PEOPLE HURTING YOUR FEELINGS BECAUSE THEN THEY'LL DO IT AGAIN. HE WAS THE SAME PERSON WHO SAID SOMETHING ABOUT OUR FRIEND PUSHING HER FRIENDS AWAY AND HERE HE IS ACTING LIKE AN ASS. AIN'T NO LOVE LOST BUT I'M THROUGH. YOU ONLY HAVE ONE TIME TO HANG UP ON ME ESPECIALLY A FRIEND. I HOPE YOU JUST OPEN YOUR EYES AND LEARN TO HAVE PEACE WITH YOURSELF AND COME OUT. COME OUT AND DON'T BE AFRAID TO BE WHO YOU'VE BEEN FIGHTING TRYING TO HIDE ALL YOUR LIFE. I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND BE BLESSED WITH ALL YOUR ENDEAVORS. I JUST WON'T SUBJECT MYSELF TO YOUR VIEWS OF FRIENDSHIP. IT'S BEEN NICE KNOWING YOU.
posted by BrownSugga @ 8:19 PM
9 Comments:
At 11:42 AM,
Nika Laqui said…
OMG....
Don't you think you went hard on him???
I mean I understand the common respect of not hanging up in one's face...remind me not to hang up in yo face...*lol*
I'm just laughing, cause I can't believe some of the things that came out of your mouth...
At 11:49 AM,
Didi Roby said…
WOW SEEMS LIKE GREAT MINDS ARE THINKING ALIKE ROUND HERE HUH? WOW! THAT'S JUST A SHAME MA...WELL YOU HANDLED IT IN A WAY THAT WAS BEST FOR YOU.
DANG THEM DAMN "SO CALLEDS!"
At 10:10 PM,
BrownSugga said…
NSANE LEE SANE: HARD??? SOMEONE NEEDED TO BE OR IT WOULD CONTINOUSLY HAPPEN. I HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST.
MZ. DEE~DEE: YUP GREAT MINDS DO THINK A LIKE. I'M GLAD YOU GOT A CHANCE TO CHECK IT OUT.
At 11:28 AM,
mrs.tj said…
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At 11:29 AM,
mrs.tj said…
I guess sometimes people need that attention of...why did you hang up on me? What's wrong? Is there anything I can do? People LOVE the attention. He sounds like ons of those people. Sometimes friendships like that are hard for me to keep. I take things literal...if you hang up on me...You don't want to talk to me.
And that is that. Call ME if you want to talk to ME. But I would have a hard time calling that person back...Pride I think.
holla!
At 5:33 PM,
The Brown Blogger said…
I only have one thing to say.
I was at the creamatoreaum when you called. I tried to stop you from singing and shit, but you persisted and I could not stop your frothiness.
I told you I would speak to you later because I was dealing with something that changed my life as it was happening.
If that offended you, then you were NEVER my friend.
About that little party, that was a ging away party for me and a birthday joint for my sibs. I only invited 3 people and you were one of them because I wanted to say goodby to you in the correct manner, over a drink and with meeting my family. I have never celebrated my birthday, and I vetoed the whole cake and candles thing as well as folks singing so no one coul ddirect that torwards me. My brother and sister honored that, so it was a gathering. That's why the party had a theme. See, I don't even acknowledge that bitrhday stuff because to me it is bullshit. THIS is the day the Lord has made. Some of us won't make it to see tomorrow, so I don't wait to give thanks and you know this.
As far as needing attention. I'm sorry, I asked folks to leave me be last week. I took the entire week off to help coordinate all of the events relating to Jordans funeral and cremation and deal with family and friends and the over 300 kids that stopped by to pay thier respects.
Get whatever you have to off of your chest. The pain you feel is minor compared to what I had to endure and will continue to endure over time. I'm sure you've already gotten over me hanging up on you. If you can find it in your magic bag to explain why a 14 year old boy had to get shot point blank in the face twice by another kid I would greatly appreciate that.
That's the shit I'm still trying to figure out. And when I do, you may have to come to work to visit me and talk that shit because I am not beyond taking life to regain balance, regardless on what I believe or say, because while you believe your friendship was questioned, my faith has been shaken, and just as you think I don't care, I'm starting to actually feel that way seeing as taking lives are the norm these days and no one seems to give a damn. So it's time for me to not give a damn as well.
At 1:29 PM,
The Sarccastik Variable Why said…
come on shawt!!! where you at? i can do a lot of things but if you hang up on me....don't expect me to call you...eva....cut it off shawt!!!
At 10:08 PM,
Nika Laqui said…
I guess you don't blog no more huh?
At 10:40 AM,
Anonymous said…
DAMN Not really sure what to say about this one.
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