WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT....


I've really been keeping to myself. I stay busy with work and with my organization. We all know from previous blogs that I was having problems at home. Now I'm single and glad that I finally made up my mind to walk. I stayed in a relationship for six years out of pity and feeling obligated . We both did. It was unfair to us both because neither were happy. I'll always love her, but I love myself more. It had been a long time coming. I didn't plan it, like what day or time. It just came out and for once I'm relieved. It kind of took me by surprise.

Normally one says to give yourself some me time before you jump back into dating. To be honest I've had that me time for about four years. My mind is so much clearer. Almost as though I can breath again. There is some one that I am really digging. It's weird how we met and how so many people didn't want us to converse. Once again I go against the norm. My intuition is working in overtime. So far so good as usual dead on the money. I can't remember feeling this happy in a long time. It's as though we've known each other for years. I'll go even as far as some friend shit. We talk to each other about anything. We complete each others thoughts. That's some freaky stuff. I'm finally being accepted for me. There is no need to wear a mask. I really never did. Now at this moment I feel comfortable with being free to be me. There is a whole lot more I can say but at this time silence will suffice....