BRIEF HIATUS.......

I HAD TO LEAVE FROM THE BLOG WORLD FOR A WHILE. THERE WERE THINGS IN MY LIFE I HAD TO REFLECT ON. THINGS I NEEDED TO LET GO AND LET GOD. I'VE COME TO THE REALIZATION, THAT NOT SAYING SOMETHING AND BEING QUIET IS BEST.

FOR ANY ONE THAT I MAY HAVE HURT I APOLOGIZE. I'M WOMAN ENOUGH TO DO THAT. IF I'M NOT FORGIVEN SO BE IT. LIFE IS TOO SHORT. EVERYTHING HAS BEEN GOING GREAT AND I'M JUST WONDERING WHEN WILL THAT CLOUD RETURN AGAIN. TAY SAID TO ME THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH THE SAND STORM FOR A LONG TIME AND MAYBE I'LL NEVER SEE IT AGAIN. MOST PEOPLE THAT ARE SUCCESSFUL WENT THROUGH A STORM BEFORE THEY SEEN THE SUN SHINE. FOR THEM THE SUN IS STILL SHINING. I PRAY I'LL BE BLESSED ENOUGH FOR THAT SUN TO CONTINUE TO SHINE ON ME. IT CAN ONLY GET BETTER. I'VE BEEN VERY POSITIVE AND BLESSING OTHERS. I'M GRATEFUL THAT I WAS IN A POSITION WHERE I COULD GIVE A BLESSING.

I'M STILL DOING THE JAIL, MILITARY, AND CANDLE GIGS. I'M LOOKING FOR ANOTHER PART TIME GIG. I HAVE TO STAY HUSTLING. I WENT TO NEW YORK ON THE 13TH. I COULDN'T SEE WHAT THE WHOLE BIG DEAL ABOUT SHOPPING THE BLACK MARKET WAS ALL ABOUT. FOR THE STUFF I SEEN I COULD'VE STAYED IN CHICAGO. I GOT TO GO TO MACY'S AND THE MANHATTAN MALL. REGARDLESS OF THAT I GOT TO ENJOY MYSELF. I'LL BE GOING BACK SOON AND SPENDING A LITTLE MORE TIME SO I CAN DO MORE. MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 11TH OF JUNE. AS A TREAT TO MYSELF I'M GOING TO VEGAS. I'VE NEVER BEEN. I HEAR IT'S A GREAT PLACE.

THERE IS NOTHING INTERESTING AS FAR AS MY SEX LIFE CUZ ONE DOESN'T EXIST. I'LL BE HONEST THOUGH A CLOSE FEMALE FRIEND OF MINE ALMOST GOT IT A FEW WEEKS AGO. I WAS DRUNK AS HELL AND GOT SICK SO I COULDN'T EVEN MAKE MY MOVE. GIVEN THE RIGHT OPPORTUNITY I WOULD MAKE A PASS AT HER EVEN I WAS SOBER. I WAS HORNY AS HELL THAT NIGHT AND JUST LEFT THIS LOUNGE WHERE THERE WAS $1.50 TEQUILA SHOT NIGHT. I WAS REAL READY. I GUESS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. IF IT'S MEANT TO GO DOWN I'M SURE IT WILL.