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I will never let you devour all my sweetness. Making me become that horrible bitter chocolate everyone loves to hate, doesn't want to bite into.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

MY FIRST TIME


Thanks to insanelysane I feel open enough to share my first lesbian encounter with you guys.

It was the fall of 1995. My bestfriend which was my oldest brother had died in the summer in his sleep sitting next to me. So I started my senior year in school alienating myself. I had one boyfriend with whom I was no longer with. I was in no way thinking about any guys. I had a filmstudy class and there was this girl I sat next to that was on the basketball team. We became real close. Deep down I knew I had a crush on her. I didn't notice it until she started missing a whole lot of days in school. I was on the newspaper as an photographer. I eventually started going to the girls basketball games. One Sunday night she came over to my house to visit with a gay male friend of ours. My mother went to visit a neighbor while I entertained. We went through the yearbook and they pointed out to me everyone that was gay in the school. They went on to tell me that this female named Monica had a crush on me. The only thing with that was this was the girl that was sitting in my house bestfriend. And I couldn't stand Monica. She was so irritating to me. My mother returned home and went to her room. My guest walked out the door. A few seconds later I heard someone calling my name outside. It was the girl that I thought of everyday. She returned to kiss me. It was a pleasant kiss but it caught me off guard. I knew I wanted it but didn't know what to expect. From that moment on, we began to share poetry with one another.

One day we left school in the afternoon to get ready for a basketball game. By now I was filming the games for the coach on video camera. Well we were at her house and a girl named Angie came over. They were really up under each other. The whole time I'm sitting there trying to figure out was this her girlfriend because she never gave me that information. So by now I'm jealous, But I mastered at an early age never to show your jealousy. Later we went to the basketball game at Hyde Park. I was on the floor taking pictures and filming. After Varsity played Frosh-Soph played. So myself, the girl(Shawntay), Angie, and Monica walked to McDonald's. The whole time Monica kept staring at me and smiling. I was too busy trying to see what was going on with Shawntay and Angie. On the way back that's when it came out that they were together. So I ended up dating Monica.

My first time sexually with a female was December 26, 1995. I had been dating Monica for some time now and we would as kiss and fondle one another. I loved the way she made my body feel. I wasn't surprised that a female could make me feel this way. Because my ex-boyfriend certainly didn't. I took her Christmas present to her house. We started drinking and smoking weed and chilled. Then we started kissing and ended up in her bed. She slowly undressed me and kissed me everywhere tracing my entire body with her tongue. She left out and came back with whip cream she applied it to my "KOJAK". She began to devour me. I didn't have an orgasm but it was the best sex at that point I've ever had.

The first time I ever came from oral stimulation was October 17, 2001. The lady I'm dating now was the first. I didn't know my body could feel like that. It was the day after Sweetest Day. I had just had ankle surgery a few weeks prior. But I called her up and told her to come over. I dressed in this tangerine bra and lace panty set. I had this sheer mint green robe over it. I had the candles burning and the drinks ready. She had never had a girlfriend before. I opened the door in my sexy attire and she was caught off guard. We entered my room with some soft neo soul playing. I fixed her a drink and I had one also. We loosened up and then I asked for a back massage. She gave me one with no problem. Some how my bra and panties came off thanks to her. When she dove in I thought it would be another oral encounter without an orgasm especially since it was her first time. Well I've been with her ever since and been continuously cumming. She is the "HEAD DOCTOR". The ironic part about it is that her name is Shonta' and her birthday is December 26th. So that day still means a lot to me and always will.