LAST NIGHT I WAS REALLY UPSET. I WAS GOING TO BLOG BUT DECIDED AGAINST IT. I STARTED SELLING PARTYLITE CANDLES. LAST NIGHT WAS MY SHOW. I INVITED ABOUT TWENTY PEOPLE AND THEY SAID THEY WOULD COME. I EVEN DID THE PROFESSIONAL THING . I ACTUALLY SENT OUT INVITATIONS. MY FRIEND NONIE AND MY FAMILY ATTENDED. IT STARTED AT 6:00PM. WHEN 7:00PM CAME AROUND I WAS UPSET. NONE OF MY FRIENDS CAME OR EVEN HAD THE COURTESY TO TELL ME THAT THEY WOULDN'T ATTEND. ABOUT 7:10PM SHONTA'S FRIEND FROM WORK SHOWED UP. I REALLY APPRECIATED IT. I BUY THINGS FROM HER SO THAT WAS REAL DECENT OF HER BECAUSE AFTER SHE LEFT SHE HAD TO GO TO WORK. I'M NOT GOING TO LET THIS SITUATION DISCOURAGE ME. IT DID LAST NIGHT. I GIVE ALL OF ME TO MY FRIENDS. WHEN EVER I'M NEEDED I'M THERE. WHY IS IT I GIVE MY ALL AND CAN'T GET THE SAME IN RETURN? JUST THIS LITTLE INCIDENT MADE ME SEE THAT I GIVE TOO MUCH OF ME AND FOR THAT I'M BEING USED. WELL I'VE BEEN USED UP AND I HAVE NO MORE TO GIVE. I HAVE SOME NEW TECHNIQUES AS FAR AS A SELLING PITCH AND I FEEL OPTIMISTIC ABOUT IT. I WILL TRY NOT TO MIX MY FRIENDS WITH MY BUSINESS. I WAS SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING UPSET THAT I DIDN'T EVEN THINK TO TAKE PICTURES. EVERYTHING WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. I'LL REMEMBER TO TAKE PICTURES AT THE NEXT SHOWS I'LL BE BOOKING BUT WON'T BE HOSTING. IF I DO HOST ANOTHER I WILL NOT WASTE MY MONEY LIKE I DID ON THIS ONE. I HAD BOTTLES OF WINE, CHEESE TRAY, VEGETABLE TRAY, FRUIT BOWL AND CAKES. MY FAMILY REALLY CAME THROUGH AND I'M VERY HAPPY FOR THAT. MY SISTER BOOKED A SHOW FOR NEXT MONTH. I'M POSITIVE TO GET MORE. THANKS TO HASSAN FOR LISTENING TO ME VENT LAST NIGHT AND PUTTING THINGS IN A MORE POSITIVE PERSPECTIVE.

I MUST SAY HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY TO "DTS"(MALE SOULMATE). I WISH I COULD'VE SPENT IT WITH HIM. WHAT IS MEANT TO BE IS. I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM. I PRAY HE HAS A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY. I WILL BEGIN TO POST IMAGES TO MY BLOG REAL SOON. I WILL ALSO TRY TO BLOG MORE. ONE GOOD THING ABOUT LAST NIGHT I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY 7MONTH NIECE. I STILL HAVE A LOT TO BE HAPPY AND GRATEFUL FOR. I WILL NOT LET OTHERS RAIN ON MY PARADE.